Monday, September 27, 2010

Fire

I searched in the chaos and immensity some tools of fortune to light up a fire once again , i searched under the scraps and the dead bodies left by that past war.
I searched a fire to make me wants to do things , to make me believe in something , anything, but until now i couldnt find it.
As soon as i tried to raise up, to stand up on my leg , as soon i could feel the taste of blood in my mouth , as soon i could feel my knees skinned by the hard grounds of reality .

But i found it , i found a goal to hold on to.
Revenge...
Amma work and get my revenge on life , on everything that happened , on all the people that once looked down on me, and on those that still do today .

I ll use every obstacles to fuel that fire , every little things hurting , to fuel that fire , i ll built little by little , it ll take years but one day i ll get my revenge , to never forget ...

Ill get my revenge.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

This is war

Some times ago , I went to war, I trained myself, earned my weapons, became stronger , went on the battlefield with my heart ready to fight until death...

And then I lost .

Around me were lying dead bodies , people screaming in tears, people desillusioned cause they all thought that this war meant salvation , all of those people had my face, all of those people had my body , all of those people were me.

I lie in that desolation since then , and nobody can even imagine in the state that I am, nobody could even care...

I see those people looking down on me, thinking am crazy cause i dont live by their rules, neither their habits, and god knows i looked down on myself for so long.

But no not this time , I ll put the efforts , I ll Train again , today i decided , one day I ll have revenge , one day I ll be strong enough to be happy in my life , I earned love for myself and amma use that love to build , and go to war again , but this time it ll be just for me .

Revenge chapter 1