Monster of mine

Every morning when i wake up on the battlefield

I see him , that monster , hairy , tall , white skinned , missing hair on his head , pretty weird looking to me.
He scares me, cause he reminds me of me , cause he is me .


BUT AT THE SAME TIME.
He always been here , he wakes up with me, go to bed with me, listen to me even when i don't speak and he understands me, he might be the only thing i could ever take for granted.

So am learning to love him...
That monster of mine.
There is still work, but am on a better way than I was , that is for sure .