Weapons...

In all the fights I have fought during my life,

I used plenty of differents weapons.

Destructive ones , dangerous ones , but most of them were double edged blades , when I was achieving something , I was cutting myself in the way .

Those weapons...

On the moment I can only think of some of them.

Lies, hatred, regrets, sadness, anger, despair...

List non exhaustiv.

I earned things with those, good things , sometimes even the best if I may say...

And lost them as fast as they had come ... even the best if I may say.

It leads me nowhere, just to more mess and less peace in my life and about myself.

All those bad energies I used ... led me to those bad energies again and again... going in circles.

On... and on.

So amma try something else... a new weapon.

Less destructive , if it works maybe  it'll take more time to be as effective as the others were , but maybe just maybe , I won't get cut in the way.

Maybe just maybe I won't lose the things I earned , at least not that easily .

I used all those negativ energies before and that led me only to negativity.

Let's try to be more positiv in everything I do , We'll see where that leads.

Yes this is WAR!