Waking up

Waking up on the battlefield
Haven't slept that bad, neither that good .
A new week of fighting has begun , but I am not that strong in this beginning .
Thousands of questions that do not have any answers , and am bleeding from recent fightings .

Still got to fight for tomorrow though , can't be lazy even though I D LOVE TO ...
But that would just make them right , those ones , the ones that think am crazy , that am a mess , the other soldiers , fighting their own wars , in the eyes of other you are never good , and it's easier to not care about the rest when you cross their path in the streets , but when you live with them...

To be a good soldier , you'll never be good enough in the eyes of others , cause they live their own war , still , I would lie if I said it doesn't affect me.

But maybe it is them that are not good enough in my eyes...